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Love (as the song goes) is in the air, everywhere you look around… Love is in the air, in every sight and every sound…

Yes, it is spring and Love is blossoming everywhere!  I was honored to officiate a wedding a few weeks ago, and be part of that beautiful expression of Love.  There are many weddings being planned across the world, while others are taking place at this very moment.  Love is everywhere!  Love is the most joyous state of BEing that I can think of and in my opinion, the reason for our existence on this marvelous planet.

Love is by far, the topic most widely written, discussed, and sung about in our history of humankind.  In esoteric communities, it is understood that Love is the source of all life and how we came to be.  But what is Love?  There are multiple definitions to be found, and I suppose the answer depends on the person asking the question, because Love I have found, means different things to different people.  At its most fundamental form though,

“Love is a strong positive emotion of regard and affection” ¹

I like this definition for its clarity.  Notice that the definition does not contain any conditions or attachments or expectations… it is simply Love, pure and untainted.

Love is a many splendid thing… We know and experience Love on so many levels, from family love, to love for a pet (another family member), Love for our Soul’s expression, i.e. music, art, sports, crafts, cooking, gardening, dancing – you get the picture.  Love is a beautiful thing!  Love feels so good doesn’t it?!  Love doesn’t require anything to exist, it simply is, without effort or reward, and that’s the beauty of Love.  What is even more beautiful is when Love recognizes itself in another BEing and is shared between two people.  Then WOW, it gets exciting!

BEING in Love with another person is the most exhilarating feeling I have ever felt, and I’m pretty sure there are many who would agree that has been their experience as well.  That special love between two BEings is unrivaled on the WOW! scale.  It is all at once, breathtaking, magical, exciting, uplifting, promising, empowering, and ecstatic!!  BEing in Love can give you the feeling of having wings and soaring to new heights with this amazing person who sees you, feels you, and understand you better than anyone ever has before.  That amazing BEing is a mirror image of you in so many ways (and vice versa), that you feel a tremendous comfort together, of BEing ONE, and complete.  Sharing Love with another enables us to open to new possibilities that we may have overlooked before this amazing person presented us with it, because Love is powerful and moving and expansive.  Suddenly we see, hear, feel, taste, smell, and sense everything on a deeper level than before, because Love is transformative in nature.  We have all been there to some degree right?  We tend to open more to possibility when we are in Love because that’s the best of us already, it was just buried somewhere in the recesses of our consciousness until that amazing person mirrored those aspects, illuminating the way so we SEE more.

Love is so powerful in its ability to elevate our experiences, mind, heart, creativity, and vibrational frequency.  Equally as powerful, is Love’s ability to reveal the Shadow Aspects of our nature that are not so pleasing, but necessary on our path to higher Love.  As Dan Millman states in his book, The Life You Were Born to Live – A Guide to Finding Your Life Purpose,

“Because what we’re here to do isn’t necessarily what comes easiest…”

we must walk through the Shadows to get to and appreciate, the Light.  That’s why oftentimes that amazing person you are so in Love with, tends to “bring out the worst” in you as well.  Remember, they are mirroring you… in many ways.  For instance, most human BEings (of American Culture anyway), carry the following Shadow Aspects;

  • Fear, Insecurity, Doubt, Jealousy, and Attachment, all of which are really Fear-based.

When in an intimate Love relationship, we experience all the highs and lows, ranging from ecstasy to anger, from optimism to hopelessness, etc.  Love tends to reveal the paramount lessons we are here to master in this life and can therefore, be a bumpy ride at times.  If we pay attention to our feelings during this wonderful ride, we learn much about our Self, our abilities, as well as limitations that our Self-imposed.

Love is the means by which we experience and evolve the Self into a higher vibration, when once achieved, transforms all the Shadow aspects to pure Love.  My feeling is that this is our purpose as human BEings, albeit an unconscious and challenging purpose, it is one that certain evolved BEings have discovered and achieved (Ram Dass, Jesus, Gandhi, Buddha, Mother Teresa, etc.).

While some may bash Love and deny that they want it in their life (they have undoubtedly encountered bitter experiences), I openly welcome Love and all it brings!  Love, in and of itself, is the best life has to offer, and should not be dismissed.  Love has taught me much about mySelf and human nature, and I am grateful beyond words.  Experiencing Love for what it is, without adding the Shadow of expectation, is sacred, and to be cherished for it is the connection between two souls that transcends space, time, and circumstance.

“Love without attachment is Light.” ~ N.O. Brown

It is true that not all Loves last forever, as much as we would like it to last, it just doesn’t.  Some would even question whether it was really Love at all or if their relationship was more of a circumstance.  When I was a teen and first ‘fell in Love,’ I thought it to be real at the time, but clearly recognize now that there were more Shadow aspects at work than anything else.  And “Because what we’re here to do isn’t necessarily what comes easiest”, we both learned (the hard way) more about ourSelves, clarifying what we did and didn’t want.  Love was there, it wasn’t a healthy Love relationship though, and it ended after a few years.  Hindsight is 20/20 they say.  Of course, I don’t know who ‘They’ are but they were right!  More in-depth exploration of Shadow Aspects will be revealed in up-coming articles in this Love series.  I offer this beautiful excerpt from Be Here Now by Ram Dass;

“When we speak of falling in love, we might find that a slight restatement of the experience would help clarify our direction.  For when you say “I fell in love” with him or her you are saying that he or she was the key that unlocked your heart – the place within yourself where you are love.  When the experience is mutual, you can see that the psychic chemistry of the situation allows both partners to “fall in love” or to “awake into love” or to “come into the Spirit.”  Since love is a state of being – and the Divine state at that – the state to which we all yearn to return, we wish to possess love.  At best we can try to possess the key to our hearts – our beloved – but sooner or later we find that even that is impossible.  To possess the key is to lose it.”

To Love is to grow, and oftentimes we must grow and move on because we have gotten all we can from the relationship, and/or, one or both individuals is not willing to grow any further with the other.  In either case, Love accomplished what it was intended for in that space and time.  Everyone got what they needed to take the next step on their journey.  The subject of Separation & Moving on will be explored at a later time as well, but for now, let’s continue with Love.

BEing someone who Loves life and all it holds, I cherish the relationships, Loves, and experience I have had.  I realize that there’s no such thing as loss of a Loved one, there are only varying degrees of expression of Love.  For instance, while I and my previous Loves are no longer together, we still have Love for one another, just expressed to a different degree than originally.  The Love and caring is still there, just under different circumstances.

Reality reflects that there was no real loss involved, only a change in circumstances surrounding that Love for one another.  Sure, the breakup is difficult, feelings are hurt, and oftentimes either or both individuals end of hating or resenting the other person… those are all tendencies that arise from the Shadow Aspects, and they are part of the overall lesson that we learn of our Self.  Remember earlier when I mentioned the Shadows of insecurity, jealousy, fear, etc.?  When you explore the origination of those feelings, and I mean really deep inquiry into why you feel that way, the truth emerges, and the Truth will set you free… free from the Shadow, and all its emotional havoc.  It is a beautiful and liberating feeling to recognize and move from the Shadow into the (en)Light(enment).  Congratulations!!  It is no easy task to face ones fears, and it requires practice to unravel the Shadow habits, but once you have started the process, you will not forget the beauty and Light of BEing free and BEing Love.

It is my life purpose (as is everyones) to face and master my personal challenges (Shadows), and share my discoveries and Love with my vast family across the globe.  For it is through our soulful connections that we experience, learn, Love, and evolve.  My practice is centered in Love and compassion, incorporating life lessons and intuitive guidance, to help others in working through Shadows, Healing, and increasing their vibration.  BEing a nurturer of souls and Mother Earth gives me great satisfaction and I say with great gratitude to you and the Universe,  I LOVE YOU!!!

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Healthy Boundaries – A Hypothesis

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What are they?  Where do we use them?  And why didn’t anyone teach me the importance of Healthy Boundaries during my childhood?  It seems that this lesson keeps popping up in my life and that the threads of the concept are woven deeply in my fabric.

Life lessons are so damn tricky!  It amazes me each and every time that I think I’ve gotten a lesson under my belt, only to have it creep up time and time again, sometimes with painful delivery.  For me, it seems that Healthy Boundaries is a reoccurring lesson requiring deeper postulation and integration in my life.  After reading my thoughts, you may come to a different conclusion, in which case, I would like to hear your perspective.

During an introspective recently, I pondered the question “why do my feelings get so easily hurt by those I care the most about?”  I’ve asked this of myself and have heard it from most everyone I know at one time or another.  This is no unusual phenomena understandably, but a confusing place to be in the context of One Love reality, where we (individuals) are a reflection of one another, and we, living within the Law of Attraction, draw each and every person, situation, and experience into our existence.  Enlightened beings such as Abraham Hicks, Wayne Dyer, and Louise Hay (to name a few), say that our reality is a reflection of our inner self, that we create our reality.  I do agree with this theory, as I’ve seen and experienced the incredible co-creative power we all have.  What has bewildered me and others for so long is this; how is it that I/We as a loving and very giving being, attract so much inconsideration from those I/We give to?   Personally, I have always been the sort to be considerate of others feelings and needs, and when I can give or do something to help another person, I do.  It is with love and caring that I do for others, and I feel great in that space of Love.  We have all heard the saying “Do unto others as you would have done unto you”; it has always been a personal mantra for me, and I’ve lived it.  Then there’s “what goes around comes around” which epitomizes the Law of Attraction energy right?  So I am left to wonder, why?  Why does a person who loves and gives freely, not attract the same??  Suffice it to say, I do attract Love and I do receive from others in many ways, and I truly feel blessed.  It may be then, that the feeling of disappointment comes from an inner expectation of equality?  A variant degree of Love?  A specific definition of Love than others share?  There is so much postulation and hypothesis and enlightened theorizing going on within… where does it all end?  It all can be very confusing to say the least.

What therefore, can/is the foundational place from which all these questions can be answered?  From my perspective, each question both expressed and unexpressed here, has a legitimate theoretical answer that can satisfy the mind and ego.  However, the supreme energy and wisdom of Love is the best place (in my opinion) to start, and in the space of Love, all things are equal whether expected, defined, or otherwise.  Meaning, Love is the one absolute.  Anything given or done in the essence of Love, is given without expectation or attachment.  Love is Pure, Love is expressed without thought of gain or reciprocation.  Love is unconditional and free.  Love in my humble opinion, is felt most intensely by the one expressing Love, rather than by the recipient.  And it is in that moment of Loving expression that we let go completely, with no strings attached.  It is a gift to be shared, and we gain by sharing gifts, not by holding onto it.

So back to the question.  Why does a person who Loves and gives freely, not attract the same?  I offer a personal story from my past that helped me to clarify a personal stumbling point.  Growing up as I did, with little affection and nurturing (that I remember), I longed for it with all my heart.  Just as many other children in challenging situations, I observed, learned, and adopted belief systems and patterns that served me best; protecting myself, giving me an advantage, and rewarded me with the affection I craved.  One of the patterns I created out of this longing for Love was the pattern of Self-less Giving.  At first blush you may think that Self-less Giving is what giving is all about, but bear with me a moment.

My belief was ‘if someone really cares for someone else, they show it.’  Conversely, not showing someone you Love them, means they don’t care.  So I learned to always show others how much I loved them by doing whatever they wanted, mostly without regard for my Self.  I gave Self-lessly, and to nauseam at times.  As a sexually abused child, I learned that affection came through contact by men and boys who talked nicely to me.  I had no Self-esteem nor did I understand much of what was happening.  It was all so ‘normal’ since there was no reference to anything else.  So I observed, I learned, and I adapted.  I equated Love and affection with others touching me, then I immediately felt ugly inside my heart and ashamed when they said to keep it a secret and/or left abruptly.  I was being Self-less and giving in hope of the reward of Love, but never got Love in return.  I was also Self-less with friends, family, adults, people whom I wanted to be my friend, boyfriends, husbands, and then with my own child.  It took many, many years for me to realize one very simple truth; to be Self-less is to not Love your Self, and to not Love your Self is to attract others who do not Love you either.

As a child, I observed selfishness and I decided to be anything but selfish, this was my truth.  I was wandering aimlessly amongst my emotions and thoughts with no guidance, so my lesson took me the extreme alternate route.  My Self got lost in the process and I felt inconsequential, unimportant, and unworthy, all-the-while wondering why I was so unlovable.  Looking back, I can see clearly the Cause of those early beliefs, and the Effect it had on most of my life, but at the time(s), I thought Love would eventually come to me if I kept giving and doing and giving again.  I was sure that whatever I gave away would come back to me like a boomerang and I would be rolling in the LOVE!

While I understand the concept of what I know now to be the Law of Attraction, I was totally unaware then of what I was attracting the most; people who were more than willing to take everything I was willing to give away!  It’s not their fault that I gave it Self-lessly, all that mattered to them was that they got what they wanted.  Everyone was happy right?!

So this brings me to the subject, Healthy Boundaries:

  • LOVE thy SELF First!  Honor your needs and that energy will attract more of the same
  • LOVE does not require Sacrifice
  • LOVE without expectation and attachment –

If you love something, let it go.  If it comes back to you, it’s yours forever.  If it doesn’t, it was never meant to be.  ~ Unknown

To that end, Healthy Boundaries are necessary.  Again, what are Healthy Boundaries?  While I have not researched the definition to any great extent, I offer my own understanding, which is;

“an established extent to which one is comfortable in any given circumstance”

For instance, if my neighbor asked to borrow my car.  I would agree to it with the caveat that he/she take full responsibility of any damages incurred to the vehicle while in their possession.  A more personal example might look like being in Love with someone so much that you want to be with them everyday, yet maintain your own routine with your Self, and/or friends and family – preserving your individuality, space, and time, in harmony with your new partner and routine.

In both instances there exists an awareness of both giving/sharing and Self Love; of taking care of your interests in conjunction with the other’s needs.  The disappointment arises when the Self is not considered in the first place and is left feeling neglected.  The disconnect (with reality) occurs when we project this neglected feeling onto the other (unaware) person, thinking ‘they let me down,’ which is not only untrue, but also unfair to the unsuspecting person who has now fallen victim to your angst!

This all makes perfect sense doesn’t it?  It does now that we have lived it, now that there’s spiritual and metaphysical beings swarming this wonderful planet of ours, teaching and enlightening us on the ‘big picture’ of it all.  But this is not some new age theory that just magically appeared on a carved stone and delivered by a prophet.  Why were there no teachers around in our youth?  The question is purely hypothetical of course, as I am acutely aware that everything happens for a reason.  It is the quintessential duality of life… the student becomes the teacher… opposites attract… what you resist will persist… etc.  But I digress.

We live in an age of heightened enlightenment and our consciousness is evolving exponentially all the time.  I along with every other being on planet earth, is traveling our own journey, with unique experiences tailoring our perspective of ourselves and those around us.  We are meant to be where we are so we receive the wisdom that was carried by each experience we have.

There are so many of us on this planet, it really seems as if we are so unique that we are along in our experiences, but that is far from truth.  We are ALL ONE… LOVE… living shared and different experiences, Loving, Sharing, Learning, Evolving.  “There is no pain you are receiving” (Pink Floyd), there is only a failed expectation rendering disappointment in its wake.

You can minimize the pain and disappointment you feel by exercising pure unadulterated LOVE for your Self and others every day.  Love freely and without expectation of a future payoff.  Open your eyes and heart to all that IS and give no attention to what ISN’T – because what ISN’T is just a story you’ve told your Self – IT’S NOT REAL!!  Be Here Now, in the present moment, giving your Self fully to the possibility that everything is possible!!

Our thoughts design our reality, our emotions create our reality.  If you can think and feel strongly about anything, you create it – purely from the energy of thought and emotion.  It makes sense then doesn’t it, to spend time on only those thoughts and emotions which create the life you REALLY want?!

Sounds silly to some but, LOVE does concur all!

Bibliography

Hicks, Abraham.  The Law of Attraction

Dass, Ram,  Be Here Now

Lipton, Bruce,  The Biology of Belief

Hay, Louise,  You Can Heal Your Life

Millman, Dan,  The Life You Were Born to Live